
Luke 22:24-30
Do you ever struggle with failure feelings or feelings of inadequacy? Often those with whom we might compare ourselves have also struggled with those same feelings. Take for example the 12 Apostles….heroes of the faith! How terribly human they were.
Luke shows them at the table with Jesus. It was the Passover feast. Most likely they were clueless about what was coming in spite of the shaded warnings Jesus had inserted into recent conversations. Sitting there to remember the marvellous exodus of the nation when God rescued them from slavery in Egypt, they squabbled like little children. The dispute was about who would be greatest in the kingdom. One has to wonder how Jesus felt facing 12 grown men, friends whom He loved dearly, yet here they were being abysmally petty.
Didn’t Jesus have greater things on His mind just then? He knew what was coming even if they did not. Death! A terrible death! Prior to that death He would face all the rancour of mankind as Jews and Gentiles took away His dignity and then His very life. It’s nearly impossible to put ourselves in His place. He was after all totally human – with the feelings and thoughts each one of us experience. Knowing such a future, many of us would find it impossible to cope, but Jesus dealt with all of that along with difficulties imposed on Him by His greatest supporters.
In the grander scheme of things why would it matter who would be greatest in heaven? Patiently Jesus explained this was a worldly view point. Kings of the Gentiles lord it over their subjects in the guise of being benefactors. “But you are not to be like that” (Luke 22:26). Humility is the greatest virtue apparently since Jesus used Himself as an example of one who came to serve (:27). He knew He is King of Kings, but did they grasp that reality? As He washed their feet, as He healed the sick, as He touched lepers and proclaimed forgiveness to sinners – His mandate was to serve.
Was He disappointed? Was He angry with these men so frail and immature in their faith? Read how gently Jesus answered them. “You are those who have stood by me in my trials” (:28). Perhaps He’s read leadership 101! (No – He invented it.) He goes on to reveal God’s plan. Centuries before, the leadership of Israel was created from Jacob’s 12 sons. Was this why Jesus chose 12 particular people to follow Him? Now He tells them they will have, each of them, a unique place in His kingdom. It will be their job – their privilege to judge the 12 tribes of Israel.
Just note that as events unfolded the full meaning of this promise became more real when they discovered all of His predictions came true. He suffered and died. He rose again. They saw Him ascend into heaven in the clouds. Terribly human they were, doubting, arguing, vying to be greatest,; nevertheless Jesus chose these men to serve.
Reflection:
Has Jesus chosen you to serve Him in spite of your immaturity and inadequacies?
How does Jesus treat you when you disappoint Him? How do you treat others who disappoint you?
Are you looking for pride of place?








