
Psalm 51
Sometimes I like to reflect on the richness of the old English language which to me sets God apart as very special. The King James version reminds us of Thy salvation, a gift the Psalmist frequently dwells on. In one sense it is my personal salvation, but the gift is from our heavenly Father, since He is the author and finisher/perfector of our faith (Hebrews 12:2).
In today’s world we hear a lot about depression, people who are overwhelmed perhaps by circumstance, such as pandemics. What is it that causes so many young people in developed countries to commit suicide? I often try to imagine what life in a refuge camp would be like, in the twenty-first century; so many people have left the comforts of home to escape from their enemies. What psychological traumas do they endure? What distractions from the terrible realities of each day might they enjoy? Do they have the advantage of a faith that lifts their spirits?
These are broad general conditions that we could very well imagine leading to depression, but what of those secret sins and sorrows of the individual heart? David knew something of those feelings and prayed that God would restore “the joy of Thy salvation” (Psalm 51:12). He knew the source of all healing is God. Some folks have deep regrets about their evil thoughts, expressing innermost feelings of anger and hate. For these we desperately need supernatural help! Those thoughts separate us from God as does any and every sin, and our sorrow is compounded by regret.
Isn’t it remarkable that our loving God has provided for this condition by giving us the Holy Spirit. He produces fruit in us – the fruit of righteousness (Philippians 1:12). That fruit includes self-control. Most of us know that learning often takes place with three steps forward, then two steps back. But let us not lose heart – one step forward is progress! This forward movement becomes the joy of God’s salvation. As long as we are looking at the goal, pressing forward towards the prize, the past will fade away.
However, for many who have been abused, for example, that past never quite disappears. From its reflection we are reminded of hours of pain and suffering, but once again the Holy Spirit steps in to remind us of Jesus’ innocent pain and suffering, on your behalf and mine! WOW! Would I do what He did for my abuser? He has left us an example that we might follow in His steps (1 Peter 2:21). Can we? Might we? Will we?
David’s prayer enlightens us. He needs God to reprogram his spirit. “Grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me” (Psalm 51:13). Are we able to sincerely pray that God, who searches every heart, will change mine, since I don’t seem to be very good at that?
Reflection:
God’s intention is for His children to be people of joy and love. Without His help these things do not come naturally to most of us. The fruit of the indwelling Spirit of God produces goodness and kindness and gentleness, so desperately needed in a world torn by worry and fear. Those of us who know Him have the unspeakable joy of sharing the source of our peace is the One who saves us with His perfect salvation!








